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Cures for Hunger

A Memoir

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A "poignant but rigorously unsentimental" memoir of one man's search for the truth about his father's dark past, and how it shaped his own life (Kirkus Reviews).
Growing up in rural British Columbia, Deni Béchard had no idea his family was extraordinary. He took pleasure in typical boyish activities: salmon fishing with his father, a daring man with a penchant for brawling, and reading with his mother, who was interested in health food and the otherworldly.
Assigned to complete a family tree in school, Deni begins to wonder why he doesn't know more about his father's side of the family. His mother is from Pittsburgh, and there's a vague sense that his father is from Quebec, but why the mystery? When his mother leaves Deni's father and decamps with her children to Virginia, his curiosity only grows. Who is this man, why do the police seem so interested in him, and why is his mother so afraid of him? And when his mother begrudgingly tells Deni that his father was once a bank robber, his imagination is set on fire. Boyish rebelliousness soon gives way to fantasies of a life of crime, and a deep drive for experience leads him to a number of adventures: hitching to Memphis and stealing a motorcycle; fighting classmates and kissing girls.
Before long, young Deni is imagining himself as a character in one of his father's stories, or in the novels he devours. Both attracted and repelled, Deni can't escape the sense that his father's life holds the key to understanding himself. Eventually he moves back to Canada, only to find himself snared in the controlling impulses of his mysterious father, and increasingly obsessed by his father's own muted recollections of the Quebecois childhood he'd fled long ago.
"Powerful and haunting . . . a must-read for anyone who has ever struggled to uncover their identity within the shadow of a parent." —Claire Bidwell Smith, author of The Rules of Inheritance
"Cures for Hunger is a poignant adventure story with a mystery . . . But it is also, perhaps even more so, the story of an artist coming of age." —The Plain Dealer
"This darkly comic and lyrical memoir demonstrates the shaping of its author, who suffers the wreckage of his father's life, yet manages to salvage all the beauty of its desperate freedoms. Béchard's poetic gifts give voice to the outsiders of society, and make them glow with humanity and love." —Elizabeth McKenzie, author of The Portable Veblen
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    • Publisher's Weekly

      May 28, 2012
      In the opening pages of Béchard's memoir, we learn that his duplicitous, bank-robbing father, Andréâto whom the bulk of the book is devotedâcommitted suicide "in a house empty but for a single chairâ¦on the outskirts of Vancouver." Begun just three months after his father's death, Béchard's story is the result of "seventeen years of rewriting," and the process shows in the prose, which vacillates between that of a pretentious, if talented, young writer, and an adult whose understanding of his troubled youth has been refined by years of reflection and searching. Nevertheless, Béchard powerfully evokes the ever-present tension between the author and his parents ("Our family always seemed on the verge of disaster, and then the danger passed, and very little changed."), as well as his own struggle to emulate and escape his father. At once a quest to uncover the details of André's lifeâincluding his real name (Edwin), the town in Quebec from whence he came and the family he left there, and a criminal record that led one of André's sisters to remark, "âIl ne faisait rien à moitié.'âHe didn't do anything halfway."âBéchard's story is also one of personal discovery, and a teasing out of the function of memory: what it keeps, what it loses, and what it saves.

    • Kirkus

      March 1, 2012
      Bechard (Vandal Love, 2006) comes to terms with the painful legacy of his father, a suicide at 56. At first, the author's portrait of his childhood in British Columbia seems yet another snapshot of a dysfunctional family. Dad, reckless and macho, was always beating people up and getting visits from the police; he fought constantly with Mom, who eventually took the kids and returned to her native Virginia. By that time the author was 10, torn between admiration for his father's swaggering and fear of its consequences, Andre, as his wife and children called him, had assumed many names since leaving his French-Canadian family in provincial Quebec and embarking on a criminal career that included bank robbing and jail time. He went straight after he married but remained angry and conflicted, often telling Deni "you're like me" and seeming to half-want his son to take up his old lawless life. Bechard, who initially hated school but loved to read and yearned to write novels, didn't know what to make of his father's mixed signals or his own mixed feelings. His memoir gains power and clarity from the author's searching, scrupulously honest chronicle of a lengthy process of alternating alienation and reconciliation. Against considerable financial and emotional odds, Bechard entered college in Virginia. This act of defiance won him Andre's grudging respect and launched a series of late-night, long-distance conversations in which the elder Bechard mused over his turbulent life while the younger took notes and promised to write his father's stories. After years of refusing to discuss his origins, in their last phone call Andre gave his son his birth name and the names of his mother and hometown. Two years after his death, the author went to Quebec and confronted the roots of his father's malaise, in some ways preordained by family dynamics and yet fundamentally self-chosen. A poignant but rigorously unsentimental account of hard-won maturity.

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    • Booklist

      May 1, 2012
      Born in rural British Columbia, Bechard was torn between his perpetually fighting parents. While his father, Andre, taught him to race trains, fish for salmon, lie, and fight, his mother introduced him to healthy eating, spirituality, and reading. Between Andre's tall tales and the books he devoured, Bechard developed a hyperactive inner life, convincing himself it was him against the world. Then his mother reveals that Andre was a bank robber and remains a dangerous man. Bechard can't fathom his affable father as a bad person, nor can he understand why the police seem to be pursuing him. His mother moves him and his brother to Virginia, where he fights classmates and practices cursing. Restlessness eventually drives him away from home to stir up trouble of his own, making him increasingly curious about Andre's past. Bechard's memoir, to be published simultaneously with his novel Vandal Love, is a coming-of-age story of lost innocence, violence, and tenderness by a writer obsessed with the man who influenced him the most but was there the least.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2012, American Library Association.)

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